Getting better

So I've had a few chats with everyone's favorite Rabbi and I'm much better, several hours of crying and us ripping apart several things, and now I'm doing better. It's going to be okay. I'm working on it. I'm having help working on it. I've given my trust away, my security is no longer in my own hands. I am vulnerable. I have no choice though. I have to give up some time. The Lord take me and do with me what you will.

Smile everyone, you are loved.

BTW if anyone is interested in camping this weekend. Sunday night we are going up. If I've said anything or not you are invited. And yes even you who thinks not really me, you are invited. We're just going to relax, enjoy what God created for us. Get some air that hasn't been killed by our cities in our lungs and hopefully get a day or so of physical purification. Call me if you're interested and I haven't talked to you already, and if I have, call me too, I need confirmation. 503-490-8244 don't be shy just call.


Update from the future:10/30/07
This is the defining moment when I see myself falling into the Con that enveloped me and lead me to total disaster. I should not have given my trust to a man, and mostly not so blindly.